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The morning's tranquility shattered in an instant, replaced by a sequence of events that would have been comical under any other circumstances. "For fuck's sake, Henri!" The words burst from me in a mix of frustration and disbelief as I lunged to intercept the dog, whose only concern was the tantalising smell of bacon. My movements, far from graceful, felt like a clumsy dance with disaster.

In a moment that felt scripted for maximum chaos, my right leg, seemingly with a mind of its own, found the frying pan handle. The pan, a silent participant until now, was suddenly catapulted into the spotlight as I nudged it, sending scrambled eggs soaring through the air like a flock of golden birds set free. It was a surreal, almost slow-motion spectacle, the eggs catching the light as they embarked on their brief flight.

Henri, ever the opportunist, seized the moment with a speed that belied his usual lazy demeanour. In the blink of an eye, he was in the midst of the mayhem, a canine lightning bolt seizing his target with a precision that was almost admirable. The last rasher of bacon, a prize beyond measure, dangled momentarily from his mouth before disappearing, forever.

With the breakfast now irretrievably lost to Henri's insatiable appetite, I was left with nothing but the sound of my own stomach, protesting loudly against the morning's turn of events. I brushed off the remnants of the skirmish, bits of egg that now adorned my leg as unwanted souvenirs of the debacle.

Stalking back to the tent, a mixture of resignation and irritation brewing within me, I couldn't help but mutter to myself, "At least my plate should be safe with Joel." The words were a small comfort, a silver lining in the cloud of disappointment Henri had brought. My glare at Henri, as I passed by him, was laden with the frustration of the moment, yet devoid of real malice.

The moment I pushed through the tent flap, my frustration from the latest antics still simmering, the sight that greeted me caused my frustration to momentarily spike. "Fuck me!" The words came out more as a scoff than anything else, my voice tinged with disbelief and resignation. There was Joel, seemingly oblivious to the drama outside, fully engrossed in breakfast, pushing the final morsel of scrambled eggs into his mouth. Duke, ever the opportunist like his brother, was happily cleaning up any remnants that fell from Joel's meal.

Watching Joel, I noticed the struggle in his movements, a reminder of the delicate balance we were trying to maintain between normalcy and the reality of our situation. His attempt to reach for the plate of bacon, hindered by his own body's limitations, was a stark illustration of the challenges he was facing. The grimace that flashed across his face, however brief, was enough to twist something inside me.

"I'll get it," I offered quickly, my tone softening as I knelt beside him. The simple act of moving the plate closer to him, only for him to push it away and rub his throat, spoke volumes. It was a silent communication we were becoming accustomed to, one that required no words but understood all the same.

"Eating the bacon makes it sore?" My guess was met with a nod and a half-smile from Joel, a small gesture that carried a weight of gratitude and understanding.

"Suppose I can eat it then," I said, a grin finding its way onto my face, trying to inject a bit of lightness into the moment. Yet, before the moment could fully blossom, Henri, driven by his insatiable appetite, made his move.

"Henri! No more!" The words were sharp, a reflexive response as I yanked the plate away, my growl at him mirroring the canine chastisement I hoped it would convey. Henri's retreat, tail tucked between his legs as he slunk off to his bed, was a small victory in the ongoing battle of wills. His scowl, though, was almost human in its misery, eliciting a momentary chuckle from me.

"I suppose I'd better check on Glenda," I said, shoving the last rasher of bacon into my mouth.


As I emerged from the tent, the scene that unfolded before me felt like another chapter in our ever-evolving Clivilius saga. Glenda, with her usual purposeful stride, was returning to the camp, but this time, she wasn't alone. Two figures, older and unfamiliar, accompanied her, their presence another anomaly in our isolated existence.

The interaction that followed was as intriguing as it was unexpected. "Duke?" the tall, lanky woman inquired, her voice carrying a note of recognition as she bent down in the dust, welcoming Duke's enthusiastic greeting with open hands. Her familiarity with Duke, despite her admission of not truly knowing him, sparked a wave of curiosity and suspicion within me. How the hell would she know Duke? The question echoed my thoughts precisely.

Her next question only deepened the mystery. "Is Henri here too?" she asked, her gaze lifting to meet Glenda's. The mention of Henri, coupled with her prior knowledge of Duke, led me to a quick deduction: she must be connected to Luke's work.

Glenda's response, a heavy sigh followed by a pointed gesture towards the aftermath of Henri's breakfast escapade, offered a moment of levity amidst the confusion. "I'm assuming he had something to do with that mess?" she asked, her gaze shifting to me, implicating Henri in the disaster that had unfolded.

"That assumption would be correct," I admitted, a mix of resignation and a flicker of amusement in my voice. There was a strange comfort in knowing Glenda had witnessed firsthand the tempestuous nature of Henri's relationship with food before the situation had all turned to shit. "He's sulking in his bed now."

"Not quite.” Glenda's laughter, bright and unguarded, cut through the tension as she pointed towards the tent, where Henri, true to form, had attempted to follow Duke but had given up, opting instead to linger near the entrance.

I sent Henri one last look of mild reproof before turning my attention to the strangers. "Hi, I'm Jamie," I offered, the greeting one of obligation rather than desire.

"Ahh, Luke's partner," the woman responded, her voice tinged with a recognition that felt too informed for comfort. "Yep," I confirmed, my mind racing with questions about how much she knew about me and why. It was unsettling, the idea that my life had become an open book to strangers through Luke's narratives.

"This is Karen and her husband, Chris," Glenda interjected, providing names to the faces. Karen... the name flickered through my memory, brushing against a conversation or mention in the past. "Bus friend, Karen?" I ventured, seeking clarity amidst the fog of surprise encounters.

"Yes," Karen replied, her chuckle soft but carrying a warmth that belied the awkwardness of our meeting location. "That'd be me." There was an ease in her admission, a shared joke between us that momentarily bridged the gap of unfamiliarity.

"I'd normally say nice to meet you, but this is hardly a fun place to meet in," I said, my words blunt, stripped of the usual pleasantries. It wasn't the time for niceties, not with the backdrop of our current situation painting every interaction in shades of survival and tension.

"Do you mind if Chris and I take a moment for a quick chat, just us?" Karen's request, though polite, sent a ripple of discomfort through me. The way her gaze shifted, seeking an unspoken agreement from Glenda and me, only heightened the sense of intrusion into our already strained existence.

"Sure," Glenda agreed, her suggestion of the river behind the tents as a setting for their conversation carrying a hint of encouragement for them to take their leave. "Thanks, Glenda," Karen acknowledged, quickly taking the lead as she guided Chris away, leaving Glenda and me to ponder the brief interaction.

As they disappeared, I shared a look with Glenda, a mutual understanding that required no words. With a nonchalant shrug, I signalled my readiness to move past this interruption. I've better things to be doing than deal with these weird new people. The sentiment, though unsaid, hung heavily in the air between us.

The sudden interruption from Glenda halted me mid-step, a sharp contrast to the direction my thoughts had been taking me. Her voice, tinged with urgency, cut through the air, "Wait! Do you hear that?" Instinctively, I stopped, my body going still as I strained my ears, the atmosphere around us suddenly charged with anticipation.

Slowly, I turned, my movements deliberate, as I tried to pinpoint the origin of the sound that had caught Glenda's attention. My face contorted in concentration, I listened, the faint but unmistakable hum of an engine floating through the air. "Engine?" I voiced the question more to myself than anyone else, stepping forward as if being drawn by the sound itself.

"It definitely sounds like a vehicle," Glenda confirmed, her voice carrying a mix of disbelief and concern.

"That's impossible… Isn’t it?" The words barely left my lips before a wave of incredulity washed over me. The notion that anyone else could be out here, in this vast and unforgiving wilderness, seemed as absurd as it was alarming.

"Shit," Glenda whispered, her eyes scanning our surroundings with a newfound wariness. "We should arm ourselves." The seriousness with which she spoke, the suggestion so sharp and unexpected, left me momentarily dumbfounded.

"Huh?" My disbelief was evident, my gaze fixed on Glenda as if trying to discern if the stress had finally gotten to her. The thought of us, armed and bracing for an unknown threat, seemed like a scene plucked from a far-fetched survival drama.

"Quickly," she urged, her grip on my arm pulling me back to the present, her insistence brooking no argument.

As I stood, somewhat dazed by the turn of events, I watched Glenda assess our impromptu arsenal with a seriousness that bordered on comical. She dismissed the log she initially picked up with a mutter of "No, too heavy," a decision that only added to my growing belief that the situation had veered into the realms of the absurd.

My bemusement grew as I watched her, the doctor, the rational one among us, seemingly embracing the moment's madness. When she triumphantly picked up the upturned frying pan, presenting it as her weapon of choice, I couldn't contain the grin that spread across my face. "It's only Paul and Kain!” I declared, recognising Kain’s ute as it breached the hill.

"Oh, it is?" Glenda's response, a mix of relief and embarrassment, was almost drowned out by the sound of the ute making its final approach, its arrival kicking up clouds of sandy dust as it struggled towards us. The vehicle's dramatic entrance, culminating in a screech that seemed to announce the end of the ordeal, was a fitting conclusion to the brief, albeit intense, moment of panic.

As Glenda stood, brushing herself off and peering into the distance at the now stationary ute, the absurdity of her brief foray into survivalist tactics hung in the air, a reminder of the fine line between caution and paranoia. The sight of familiar faces emerging from the vehicle, safe and sound, was a welcome return to our new normalcy.

The air was thick with dust and the aftermath of adrenaline as Kain's jubilant proclamation cut through the stillness. Their high-five, a symbol of their shared thrill, felt jarringly out of sync with the apprehensive mood that had settled over Glenda and me. Watching the dust settle on the ute, a testament to their recent escapade, I couldn't help but feel a disconnect from their excitement.

"Apart from clogging up the engine!" Paul's carefree laughter rang out.

"Where the hell did that come from?" My question, laced with incredulity, seemed to float unheard over the heads of the two adventurers. Their ability to find amusement in the situation was bewildering, a stark contrast to the constant vigilance that had consumed my thoughts.

"Come on," Kain responded, his dismissal of my concern—or perhaps his failure to even register it—echoing oddly in the open air. "You have to admit even that was fun."

"Guys!" Glenda's voice, sharp and commanding, sliced through the conversation, redirecting their attention. "We have two new guests."

As Karen stepped into view, her presence seemed to solidify the surreal nature of our current predicament. "I wouldn't call them guests. They’re not going anywhere,” I remarked, my voice carrying a flatness that reflected my reluctance to fully accept the situation. The term 'guests' implied a choice, a temporary arrangement, neither of which felt accurate under the circumstances.

The silence that followed was palpable, a collective holding of breath as the group processed the introduction of Karen and her companion into our midst. It was a moment of uncomfortable realisation, the acknowledgement of how quickly our circumstances could shift, introducing new variables into an already unpredictable equation.

"I'm Paul," said Paul, breaking the silence with a straightforward introduction. His voice, clear and devoid of the earlier mirth, seemed to signal a return to the necessity of the moment: to adapt, to accommodate, and to navigate the complexities of our ever-evolving situation.

As Chris Owen introduced himself, his handshake with Paul seemed like a formal ritual, an attempt to graft normalcy onto our far-from-normal situation. His thin hair and slight frame marked him as unassuming, yet there was a quiet strength in his demeanour that hinted at more beneath the surface. "And this is my wife, Karen," he added, paving the way for further introductions that felt overly ceremonious given the context.

Paul's courteous greeting to Karen, his hand outstretched, elicited an internal eye roll from me. Oh, get on with it already would you, Mr Politeness. Your shit is boring me here! My patience for pleasantries was wearing thin, a silent craving for straightforwardness over formality gnawing at me.

Kain, ever the follower in social niceties, introduced himself next, claiming his relation to me as Jamie's nephew. Karen's reaction, a spark of recognition at Kain's words, hinted at further pre-existing narrative shaped by Luke. It was a reminder of the interconnected web of relationships and histories that had drawn us all here, willingly or otherwise.

As the conversation unfolded, I found myself an involuntary spectator from under the tent's canopy, Henri's unexpected loyalty grounding me in the moment. Karen's admission that Luke had spoken of me over the years piqued my interest, despite my attempts to remain detached. The distinction she made between 'us' and Chris's subsequent confusion only added layers to the already complex dynamics at play.

"Not you, darling. Jane," Karen's clarification to Chris introduced yet another name into the conversation, expanding the circle of Luke's acquaintances and leaving us with more questions than answers. Who's Jane? The query hung in the air, unanswered, as Paul, as I had done moments earlier, labelled Karen dismissively as one of Luke's 'bus friends,' a term that now seemed to sit uncomfortably with her.

The absence of Luke, now highlighted by Kain's direct question, loomed large over us. Karen's succinct "He’s not here" felt like the closing of a door, a finality that none of us were prepared to face. Glenda's reaction, her shoulders dropping in resignation, mirrored my own feelings of frustration and disappointment. The revelation that our gathering was the result of another of Luke's 'accidents' was hardly surprising, yet it did nothing to ease the sense of betrayal that flickered beneath my frustration.

Kain's muttered "Figures," though barely audible, resonated with a shared sentiment of disillusionment. It was a moment that crystallised the precariousness of our situation, the realisation that we were all, in some way, casualties of Luke's actions or inactions. The weight of this understanding, coupled with the introductions and revelations, painted a complex portrait of our group, bound together by circumstances none of us could have predicted or desired.

"Not to be rude, but what do you actually do?" Paul asked.

The question from Paul, seemingly simple, sparked an exchange that felt both enlightening and, to me, slightly irritating. My internal response to his inquiry was a sarcastic thought about bugs—Karen's apparent area of expertise. However, when Karen declared herself an entomologist with an unmistakable burst of pride, my stomach churned with a mix of disbelief and disdain. The pride in her voice, the way her face lit up, it all felt so out of place in our current predicament.

"A what?" Paul's confusion mirrored my own feelings, though for different reasons. His genuine lack of understanding seemed almost comical against Karen's enthusiasm.

"She studies bugs," Kain chimed in, a simplistic explanation that even he, my nephew, understood well enough. My quiet scoff at the exchange was lost amidst the unfolding conversation, a small rebellion against the absurdity of discussing academic distinctions in our situation.

"Insects," Karen corrected with a pointed glare towards Kain, emphasising the difference between bugs and insects as if it mattered here, in the vast barren nothingness, where survival seemed to hinge on far more primal concerns. Her insistence on the distinction irked me, a pointless pedantry in the face of our broader challenges.

Karen's explanation of her work, delivered with an air of self-importance, was a torrent of words that left me baffled. The mention of the University of Tasmania, ecosystems, and environmental protections felt like a distant reality, worlds away from the immediacy of our situation. Her talk of petitions and community work, while undoubtedly important in another context, seemed irrelevant and pretentious.

The disparity between Karen's world of insects and the raw, unfiltered reality of our survival here underscored the vast differences among us. It highlighted the absurdity of trying to maintain our former identities and professions in a place that cared little for such distinctions. As she spoke, I couldn't help but wonder at the utility of her expertise in our immediate circumstances, my mind grappling with the juxtaposition of her academic passion against the backdrop of our more pressing concerns for safety and cohesion.

Paul's enthusiasm in response to Karen's detailed explanation about her work with insects was infectious, even if I couldn't quite share in the excitement. But it was Chris's turn that really piqued my interest. His answer, simple and unadorned, cut through the academic jargon and lofty ideals. "I do yard work," he said, a statement so refreshingly straightforward it felt like a breath of fresh air.

"Yard work?" Kain echoed, the question hanging in the air like an invitation for further explanation. Chris's response, though silent, spoke volumes. Crouching down, he scooped up a handful of the ochre dust that had become a constant in our lives, its presence a gritty reminder of the environment that now surrounded us.

"It's everywhere!" Paul exclaimed, a statement of the obvious that somehow needed to be voiced. My own agreement came out as a muttered affirmation, "Fucking oath, it is." The dust, omnipresent and relentless, was a tangible symbol of the challenges we faced in adapting to this new reality.

Chris's calm acceptance of our situation, as he let the dust run through his fingers, struck a chord in me. His words, acknowledging the possibility of this place becoming 'our home', were met with a mix of admiration and incredulity from my side. The thought was unnerving, the idea of settling into a life here, far from everything familiar, seemed a concession I still wasn't ready to make.

In the midst of the dust and uncertainty, Karen's optimism struck a chord, albeit a discordant one for me. "Call me crazy. But I trust Luke,” she said, her smile a testament to her unwavering faith in Luke, a faith that seemed both misplaced and naïve given our circumstances.

"You're definitely crazy then," I retorted, the words slipping out louder and more sneeringly than I intended for anybody else to hear. My patience, worn thin by the trials of our situation, had reached its limit. The idea of trusting Luke, after everything, seemed to me not just foolish but dangerously delusional.

Karen's reaction was immediate and visceral. Her posture stiffened, her gaze sharpening into a glare that cut through the tension between us. "A beautiful masterpiece starts with a single brushstroke. This is our blank canvas. Let's create a masterpiece together," she declared, her words heavy with challenge and conviction. Her belief in the potential for transformation, for something good to emerge from our chaos, was clear, yet it clashed violently with my own skepticism.

The silence that followed her proclamation was palpable, heavy with the weight of unspoken thoughts and judgments. I felt the eyes of the group on me, their scrutiny more oppressive than the desert heat. The silence hung in the air, thick and uncomfortable, a tangible barrier that seemed impossible to breach.

"I better check in with Joel," I found myself saying, the words a lifeline, an excuse to escape the intensity of the moment. My farewell, "Nice to meet you both," was delivered with a half-wave, a gesture that felt inadequate to bridge the chasm that had opened up between us.

Retreating into the tent, I sought refuge in the familiar, away from the complex web of relationships and expectations that had ensnared us all. The simple act of checking on Joel, of returning to a task that required no debate or persuasion, was a balm to the turmoil churning inside me.


The weight of our situation hung heavily in the air as I stepped back into the tent, the gaze of Joel, searching my face for answers or perhaps reassurance that I couldn't fully provide. "Luke's latest fuck-up," I muttered, the words tasting bitter in my mouth, a summary of our predicament distilled into a moment of raw honesty between us.

Joel frowned, a small crease forming between his brows. It was a look that tugged at my heartstrings, a silent testament to the confusion and upheaval he'd been forced to endure. I sighed heavily. Settling down on the edge of the mattress, I noticed the plate of beans, and began to pick at the last few remaining, my appetite as lost as my sense of sanity. "I'm sorry," I told Joel, my voice laced with a mixture of regret and frustration. Several deep sighs followed, each one a feeble attempt to release the tension that had built up inside me. "We shouldn't be here. We should be…" My voice trailed off, the words too painful, too laden with the weight of unfulfilled promises.

The flap of the tent rustled, and Paul entered, breaking the fragile moment. "Sorry. Need to get some paper," he announced, disturbing the tentative peace. His presence felt like an intrusion, an unwanted reminder of the reality we were trying to escape, even if just for a moment. I eyed him suspiciously as he rummaged through a small bag of supplies, the frustration bubbling up inside me again. "Oh, and I need Joel's address too," he added, as if it were the most natural request in the world.

"What for?" I barked, unable to contain my irritation. The question came out harsher than I intended, fuelled by the helplessness that gnawed at my insides. Paul's interruption had thwarted my attempt to find solace in the quiet company of my son.

Paul turned to face me, his eyes narrowing slightly in a challenge. "So Luke can bring him some fresh clothes," he said flatly. Despite my initial resistance, the logic of his request seeped through my frustration. It was a reasonable ask, one born out of necessity rather than intrusion.

With a reluctant nod, I motioned for Paul to hand over the pen and paper. Turning to Joel, I asked, "Do you want to try writing?" There was a part of me that hoped this small task might offer him a sense of involvement.

"Yeah," Joel croaked, his voice raspy. I watched as he struggled to grip the pen, his fingers trembling slightly. I placed the paper before him, steadying it with one hand while I gently guided his with the other. There was something profoundly heart-wrenching about this simple act, a poignant reminder of the resilience and vulnerability wrapped up in his battered frame.

"Thanks," Paul said, collecting the paper once Joel had finished, his voice carrying a note of gratitude that felt genuine. "Should have it by the end of the day."

"Thanks," Joel echoed, lifting his gaze to meet Paul's. There was a flicker of something in his eyes, perhaps gratitude or maybe just the relief of having contributed in some small way.

"No worries," Paul replied, his demeanour softening as he turned to leave the tent. The flap closed behind him, leaving us enveloped in the quiet once more.

As the silence settled around us, I found myself reflecting on the exchange. There was a certain solace in the small act. It was a poignant reminder that, despite everything, we were still here, still fighting, still holding on.

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