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Part 1: The Early Days Chapter 2 - Firewyrm Chapter 3 - Magic Theory Chapter 1 - Paladin Power Chapter 4 - Learning to Train Chapter 5 - Madness Chapter 6 - Illegal Magic Chapter 7 - The Greatest Potential Chapter 8 - To Love the Gods Chapter 9 - Shifting Futures Chapter 10 - Hurry Up and Wait Part 2: Hamerfoss Chapter 11 - Road to Hamerfoss Chapter 12 - Catching Up on Lessons Chapter 13 - Shipping New Samples Chapter 14 - Ice Ice Baby Chapter 15 - Burn Baby Burn Chapter 16 - Aftermath Chapter 17 - Until Proven Guilty Chapter 18 - A Name Chapter 19 - Friends Chapter 20 - What is a Warlock? Chapter 21 - Day With the Squires Chapter 22 - Until Proven Inocent Chapter 23 - The Talk Chapter 24 - It Doesn't Matter Chapter 25 - Attack Part 3: Time Apart Chapter 26 - Mages Guild Chapter 27 - Samples... Chapter 28 - Out on the Town Chapter 29 - Back at Hamerfoss Chapter 30 - Discoveries Chapter 31 - Solstice in the City Chapter 32 - Hamerfoss Holidays Chapter 33 - Clearance Exam Chapter 34 - Results Chapter 35 - Road Patrol Part 4: Home Is Where The Heart Is Chapter 36 - Going Back. Chapter 37 - Time to Travel Chapter 38 - Home Chapter 39 - Sparring Match Chapter 40 - Winter Solstice Chapter 41 - Student and Master Chapter 42 - Goodbye for Now Chapter 43 - Hard Work and Dedication. Chapter 44 - First Steps Chapter 45 - Seniors Part 5: The End of an Age. Chapter 46 - Next Generation Chapter 47- Chosen of the Gods Chapter 48 - Wrapped in Ice Chapter 49 - The End and Beginning

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Spring 4989, 10 Kuromoth

As Shon requested, Lily stayed at Hamerfoss to greet Thom and Rerves the following morning. She would explain his absence, but Shon didn't want to think about that as he rode his borrowed mare south with Smith Nangran. Back towards Smildna.

Ryuuko flew beside him, and he found himself reliving the vigil once again. He shook his head and tried to focus instead on replaying his short conversation with Lily. 

She hadn't said she was sorry... She'd said, 'It'll be okay.' It WILL be okay. Not 'it is okay.' With only three words, she'd not only acknowledged his pain but tried to assure him that it would be a temporary suffering. She'd held him silently as he cried. Showing him that she would be there for him through it all. If he would have her. When all anyone else could say was sorry.

They road through the night and into the dawn in silence while Shon tried not to let his mind stray to what Rerves and Thom, his closest friends, were doing. Glowing with divine love and bone-deep contentment. Would they grieve for him? Would they, too, say 'I'm sorry'? If he ever saw them again?

The mare began to puff, lather forming around her bit, and Nangran grunted. A silent cue that they should stop. Shon reigned her in, letting her walk for a while before pulling off the forest path at the next available camping spot. Ryuuko landed lightly on his shoulder as he dismounted, sighing wearily but without its usual chittering complaints. Hobbling the horse and letting her graze and doze, Shon leaned heavily against a tree and let himself slide to the ground. Exhausted but head still spinning.  

He had told the Major General that he still intended to serve the Temple. Now that he had a few hours behind him and a few layers of figurative ice trapping his emotions and clearing his head again, he realized that it wasn't only what duty demanded of him. It was his only option. 

The Temple vouching for him was the only reason Shon was allowed a sealing item. Without that, he would have to train with the Mages Guild, and there was no way he could afford it. That would force him to get a tattoo which would shorten his life and affect his health. And though the thought of dying early was more a comfort than a deterrent, it would also make him a less effective tool for his oath.

Shon drew his sword and let his eyes trail from its steal tip all the way to the pommel, which swirled in shades of midnight streaked with white. He remembered all the Sorcerer Paladins his friends had found for him in the records, but had to wonder again if this was why he'd been denied. 

Ryuuko crawled down from his shoulder into his lap with a little whine-like whistle, and Shon resheathed the sword. No... there really was no other option, he had to enlist. Maybe he could request a station far away from Smilnda. Shon's only travel would be to patrol the surrounding roads, but he would at least get a steady paycheck. Maybe Master Veon-Zih would still be able to visit once a year... 

Shon leaned his head back on the rough tree bark and tried to find sleep. Praying for a dreamless rest.

***

They rode hard the rest of the day and reached Smilnda as the sun was dipping below its great walls. Shon dismounted and presented his papers to the gate guard. Thicker now, with the results and experiences of his training filled within.

The man yawned, scanning them, then looked at Shon's sword when he reached Shon's status as a Sorcerer. After humming for a moment, the guard marked Shon's entry in his log and handed back the papers. Leaving Shon and Nangran to lead the tired horses through the city, bustling with Spring Equinox celebrations, towards the Temple. 

Shon saluted to the Paladins guarding the Temple and Nangran explained, "He's to see General Rasnah," 

They didn't question it, nodding at the explanation as though he'd been expected. Stablehands met them at the entrance and took the mare. Shon attempted to assist in her care as he had been taught, but they shooed him away. Leaving him nowhere to go but the General's office. Only then did Nangran leave him, though Shon still wasn't allowed to be alone.

He was escorted by a senior Paladin. Shon was managing to keep himself purposefully numb, but as he reached the end of the hall and saw the young knight standing guard outside Sir Rasnah's door, he nearly faltered.

Kefir blinked at Shon, then whispered, "What are you doing here? Isn't it early?" Would this be his life now? Running into old friends who'd succeeded where he'd failed at every turn?

Shon said nothing, and the young man's look of concern deepened. Shon's escort cleared his throat, pointedly nodding at the door until Kefir jumped to attention. Saluting the superior officer, Sir Kefir knocked on the General's door, waiting until the muffled call of "Enter" came, then held it open for Shon. 

He was allowed to enter alone, the door closing behind him with a click of finality. Sir Rasnah looked up from her desk and cocked an impressive eyebrow at Shon, who saluted, trying to find the words to explain.

He needn't have bothered, she squeezed her eyes shut and mouthed a prayer. Standing, she said, "At ease, Squ... Shon." She corrected softly. Shon took the official at-ease stance, his back still straight and hands firmly behind his back. Rasnah first looked towards her own private altar then rounded the desk to stand before him.

"I'm sorry." She stated, and Shon twitched. She didn't seem to notice, explaining, "Sir Selibra contacted me through the whispering stone. He says you still intend to serve the Temple. Are you sure that's what you want?" 

"Sir," Shon answered shortly, "I swore an oath," 

She sighed, looking him over again, asking slowly, "And I suppose being an ally won't be enough to fulfill that vow, will it?"

Shon held his head a fraction higher, "As an ally, I would need a sealing tattoo. Receiving one would hinder my service to the Temple." 

He watched her eyes shift to the sword over his shoulder but didn't look himself to see what color the pommel had turned. Ryuuko whistled its agreement with its human, though the sound was as subdued as the typically boisterous dragon had been since the vigil.

Rasnah nodded, "Enlisted it is then." she rounded her desk and, pulling out a drawer, shifted through the carefully organized papers there. As she pulled out two, she spoke again, "Sir Selibra also stated that you were the best Squire he'd ever trained, and Master Daunas reported as much multiple times. And what's more, your choice displays not only your loyalty to the Temple but your resolve as well. As such, I believe you may be a perfect candidate to enlist at the kingdom level..."

She looked up to gauge Shon's reaction but was met with only a curiously arched eyebrow. Something in the look made her smile, only half of her mouth tilting up in a crooked grin. She slid one of the two papers his way, explaining further, "As a kingdom enlisted, you would serve not only the Temple in Clearhelm but all the Hengist Temples in every province, giving you clearance to travel between them. Though the Horsa provinces..." she spoke the god's name like a curse, "may still give you trouble, it will be less than..." She trailed off, but Shon knew what she would have said. They would give an enlisted less trouble than a Paladin or Cleric.

Rasnah stood again. She was nearly the same height as Shon, yet she seemed to tower over him with the weight of her experience and regal bearing, "You will receive a monthly stipend and have access to almost all Temple utilities. A warm bed in the barracks, showers or baths where possible, and two meals a day in the mess wherever you are. What you won't have is the ability to refuse jobs. No matter where or when they might send you."

Shon nodded in understanding but otherwise remained impassive. He hadn't known it was an option and didn't know how he was supposed to feel about having a new decision to make. Her face and voice softened, showing the woman beneath the General as she said, "Master Veon-Zih is an ally of the highest standing... He will want to travel with you, where ever you go..." And Shon made his decision.

*** 

The streets were always quieter after a big celebration. The Spring Equinox, in particular, was a day of new beginnings and ceremonies. Youths that had reached maturity the previous year were given the test of Divine Capability. Apprentices who had earned their journeyman status were elevated officially. More marriages were performed on that day than any other. And families and communities held feasts for their closest friends, celebrating these beginnings and reaffirming their bonds for the following year.

Shon hadn't participated in any capacity and slipped from the Temple barracks while the rest of the city slept off the night of heavy drinking and merry celebration. Finally alone except for Ryuuko, he took the back way into the Church of Soleil courtyard. The same one he used to take to leave it as a child. The mighty tree still stood in its center, newly budding branches reaching for the heaves. Ryuuko took off from his shoulder to perch in it as Shon walked about the trunk, remembering.

"Are you still an obedient and willing student?" 

Shon froze where he'd had his first lesson with his Master. Turning his head slowly, he saw as if from a dream, Master Veon-Zih approach from the Church's guest rooms.

The old Monk seemed no older now than he had eight years ago as he smiled warmly at Shon. Veon-Zih stopped far enough away to bow, right fist in left palm and Shon returned the gesture. Rising from the exchange, Shon nodded. 

"Well then... my student," Veon-Zih held out his hand, palm up, "Shall we make our way and test our skills against the world?"

Shon reached forward to clasp his Master's hand, expecting a shake only to be pulled sharply in for a bone-crushing hug. Ryuuko flew down from the tree to stand with its back legs on Shon and its forepaws on Veon-Zih, spreading its wings to encompass them both. 

Shon thought he had no tears left. He felt a rising pressure in his chest, fighting against the shields of ice he'd built. His Master whispered in his ear, "You will never be alone, Shon."

Ryuuko purred. Shon cried. 

 

To be continued in the next volume, "The Gods of Dragons: Book 1, Fire and Ice"...

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